Algebraic nosebleed.

Posted by touche on 05:18 AM on January 9, 2009.

Haven't got a sleep for the whole day now thinking of the actual formula for that effing problem on that crumpled paper...Oh fuck...I just didn't realize that the darn exam got some mind-boggling equations. And yeah, I think I flunked it. "You should be expecting a call within the next 4 days for a possible reconsideration of your employment." the HR rep said. Yeah right... It means just one thing, better luck next time I guess. So this is the benefit of working for the Call Center Industry for almost 5 years now, lowered arithmetic solving capabilities and a score that sucks on a pretty easy test. Until now, I know I could have answered that correctly, it's just that my mind is too exhausted to bother with numbers...Damn it! It's the first time I failed an entrance exam! Imagine that! I thought I'll get a way with it by perfecting the IQ test, but luckily, I was the only applicant who failed with it. So please help me out here. Please tell me what kind of equation is this so I can breeze through my high school notes. X+200 => 2039 - y BS... Screw algebra, I mean every word related to it. Numbers suck! hehe ^^ I hope they would reconsider it. I'm a pretty nice boy anyway. hehe ^^ Why can't it be regarding Science of drinking or smoking? I'm sure I could nail it just like that. =) Man I'm a programmer, not a mathematician. Calculations is for the handy calculator, ain't that right? ^^ I should get over it right now.

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Selfish Me

Posted by czaers on 02:16 PM on January 8, 2009.

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hey

Posted by czaers on 01:52 PM on January 8, 2009.

you're still alive my tabulas

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Bless you tambay!

Posted by touche on 06:30 AM on January 8, 2009.

God's good all day. Oh sweet Jesus, Thanks! On my way to work, I didn't recognize that I dropped my P80 pocket money(oh yeah, I'm saving big time for another gadget and I think a hundred bucks would be sufficient for a day). There you go, I stepped out of the jeep and waited for another one. Suddenly, someone came whistling over like he's calling a mad dog barking on the streets(haha!)I tried to ignore it but the man kept getting my attention with his creepy whistle. I hurriedly rode the nearest jeep to ditch the man but tough luck, he got into the jeep as well. I started thinking that he's a puny robber and I drew my swiss knife(C/O Ms. Van Cornel)out of my pouch. Then, suddenly the man, approached me and handed my money, while saying "Man, are these yours?". I just grabbed it, said "thanks" kept quiet while counting my money, and thinking how stupid this man can be, oh, might be that he's not so interested keeping the measly amount for himself that he decided to give it back to the poor dumb like me. I never realized that some people could still keep some moral for themselves like this man. If I were in his shoes, I could have comfortably kept the money for myself(hehe!)(Chong pera un eh, kahit ganu pa kaliit) ^^... Thanks brad! hehe, hindi ako maglalakad from Valero to Sta.Ana. Whew! Mabuhay ka! Natatangi ka! Damn, next time I'm gonna put in my coins on a separate purse. It's just such a hassle having 2 purses at a time, I think it's silly, kidding!

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Done with calls, for good.

Posted by touche on 05:00 AM on January 8, 2009.

New year, new job. Yeah, I'm about to end my hellish-high-paying-call-craze this month. I think I had enough of blabbing and cursing over the phone. It's my time now to get a profession where I'm good at, and where I'm motivated to get promoted from. I think I'm quite ready to relive my programming days, though those where the days that I get so frustrated when I weren't able to fix debugged errors. Starting fresh, without the memory of taking calls. Hehe!

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Linking back and related entries

Posted by tabulas on 12:07 PM on January 6, 2009 in General News.

For patron accounts, I've added one new feature: linkbacks. Any time a Tabulas user posts an entry that links to a particular entry of yours, you'll see it appear in the comment view of a page. This will help you discover who's talking about your entries on Tabulas, and it is a way to encourage you to link to other's posts as well!

I've also started processing Tabulas entries for the "Related" entries feature - for those of you who don't know, this is a magical feature which will try to find "related" entries that you've written. Sometimes it's accurate, sometimes it's not. But it's fun to see what entries will show up

Related entries are processed nightly, so you may have to wait a bit to get related entries. All patron account should have had their entries processed, though.

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i would like to do something about this blog. . .

Posted by maniKin on 10:38 PM on January 5, 2009.

Since internet is now (at last!) within my reach, i would like to take an active part on the current web happenings once AGAIN.

i am thinking of changing the profile of this site moreover the present TITLE.

but then again i decided not to do so for amidst the steadiness that have just begun this year of the ox, THAT part of me hasn't changed really.

So from this then on, i expect myself to be documenting pieces of what's happening on the erna headline news.

[ I'll still keep old friends, old entries, no deletions. anyway what's a blog for? you're right. for memories.]

 

H A P P Y  2 0 0 9  folks!

 

Soundtrip: Let go - FROU FROU
Eye Candy: Smoke & Mirrors - Gaiman

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You, with your timid, half-hearted intimacies

Posted by aphrodisiac on 04:54 PM on January 5, 2009.

You always tell me, i am not giving you a lot of things and i say i had and done everything with my very best. i don't really need to tell it all over, you know exactly what i'm saying.

you whine, you say you're hurt, that i give you so much hurt but you always try to understand. that i was always extremely pushing you. that i build walls between us.  that i always scream. that i gave you nothing but hurt. everything is very negative. and i don't blame you for that.

you never saw how much i really care, that behind those walls i cry because you never really understand like you said you did. you never saw that i am protecting you, to the people, to my family, to everyone.  that i was always proud on how you are making little step towards you goals, ambitions, dreams.  you always say you haven't met my friends, but you never really thought i have, i've introduced you to my family, to my bestfriend, to my relatives, to the pople who are closest to my hearts and i thought that will be enough for you since those people are the most important persons in my life. and i personally think that's all that mattered. you always say i lie to you, always, but you never really listen to my reason at all. i did lie sometimes but not because i was hiding something or someone. i lied because i don't want you to get hurt, your big ego will just not get it.

you never really there when i am lost, down. i don't really feel, you support me in any way but i never blame you for that. you always you love me. but i can't really feel it. where is it? where is it? i was always tired, it feels like youre pulling me down, but i never did say that to you.

you always complain for the small things and never saw me and what i did to you.  i think you were childish in some sort of way. giving a damn of what internet does when you were the one who did that to us. you never saw what's between us. it never really mattered what i say and do.

you said that i did not talked to you, texted you, convince you when we had a fight last year. that i endured everything. but what about you, i longed, waited for you. i don't want to blame you about the fight but being the man, like you said you were, you will do something about it.b ut again,  not even a note in my doorstep or a shadow of your figure was there. you didn't know that when you didn't uttered any word, even just a brief hello, it hurted me.  even if you don't have a clue why i was mad at you.  you were so narrow minded that you think of things in a straight way that you never really thought what you were doing is making me build more walls, brick by brick, so thick that you will not know how hurt i was by the things you did. you always ask if i love you and i said i am. very. deeply. hopelessly.

i am tired and restless. there's no one, really, who has been there for me.

i guess you were never really a man to me like you said you were.

i don't know how to straight things up to you. i don't really feel i could still bear talking with you or even see you.

you said i'm selfish.  maybe i am. and pointing that out maybe you are too. you just didn't notice.

you said you did alot of sacrifices to this whole damn relationship. i just wish you saw what i did too.

Feeling: contemplative

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